I don’t remember anymore
The way it felt when you were good for me
The unimaginable peace I found in you, in our relationship
I don’t remember why I held on for so long
I don’t remember how it felt
Wasn’t that what I was always afraid of, darling?
That I wouldn’t remember?
Or was it you
I was scared you would forget
Maybe because it seemed you never cared enough to remember
But I did
For months I held on,
I let the tears roll down my cheeks for you baby
I would never stray
We were special,
-I could write a book of all the ways you broke my heart